Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More

Snowflakes….Day 23

If you've been reading some of my ramblings here, you understand that I have a pretty strong "observer-self"...I long ago developed a pretty dispassionate way of stepping back and taking a look at my behavior patterns and seeing what they tell me about my life, my spirit, and my sense of balance.  And one of the patterns that comes up over and over again is well, my excellent talent at procrastination.  If there is a task to be done, I will, I repeat, I definitely will, leave it to the last possible moment, and complete it in one long flurry of activity.  I have outgrown the college "over-nighter"--I may work all…
Read More

Houses…Day 21

Yesterday, we had a visitor at Calvary.  Oh, actually, I'm certain that we had more than one visitor, particularly since it was a holiday weekend, but we had one visitor who sat with me and talked to me and frankly, left me in a complete state of awe. We had a visitor from Beijing, China.  Now you might say -- Great, wow, that's really far away!  Far is nothing for Calvary...we regularly have visitors from all over the world.   But not all of our visitors are people who must risk their lives and their livelihoods to follow Jesus Christ.  But this visitor does risk everything, every time they pray the Lord's…
Read More

Sacred, sacral, secular…transcendant: Day 16

Back to more serious topics...music as mission and just what music to sing, at least, for me to sing. When I was in Berlin in 2008, I happened to be there for the 70th remembrance (anniversary seems just not the rightword here) of Kristellnacht.  The city was full of concerts, prayer services, and politicians, all scrambling to be appropriately reverant in their remembrance.  What I remember most is that if there was one performance of Mozart's Requiem, there were 20.  I still find it so interesting that it was the Mozart Requiem that was the music of choice, when there are so many beautiful requiems to perform.  But Mozart was…
Read More

On the road again…almost…Day 15

One of the most interesting things that I have learned from Pastor Amy's 30 Day Blogging Challenge is that, well you just can't really plan ahead. You see, I thought that I would get up this morning and write a cheery little piece about all the planning and bustle about my upcoming trip to Spain.  But, as I was drafting in my head while I did the dishes this morning, that isn't exactly the direction my thoughts turned. Last night (after spending a couple of hours comparing Hyundais, Mazdas, and Nissans), I returned to my task of finalizing my hotel reservations.  I had thought that the concert organization I was working…
Read More

To this we’ve come…Day 11

Well, I'm a little later with my writing today than normal, but I have a pretty good excuse.  Tomorrow is the last day of my Music and Social Justice class, and, well, I've spent all day today finalizing my presentation for tomorrow. Okay, I stretched the truth.  I spent all day CREATING my presentation for tomorrow. It has been a few years -- ten, to be exact--since I put together a Powerpoint presentation and I'm pretty certain that, whatever the last topic was, it was not as interesting nor as personally earth-shattering for me as my topic tomorrow, which is "Social Justice Themes in Opera". You don't find that topic…
Read More

Orientation….Day 10

I'm sure that everyone, right along with me, will be relieved when  I complete my class on Music and Social Justice.  Then I will be able to think about and write about something else, like my impending travel to Spain.  But right now, I am still living closely with injustice and the music it generates.  And today, after an evening of listening to the most beautiful and yet agonizing music created by people struggling to live in perhaps the most unlivable conditions, I seem to be able to think of only one thing:  orientation. Maybe I don't really mean orientation, perhaps I mean perspective, but the word perspective just doesn't…
Read More

Licensed to the Gospel Ministry…

Yes, those are the words Pastor Amy said on May 23, 2010, during the Pentecost service at Calvary Baptist Church.  I had heard her say them before:  she said them out loud at our last quarterly business meeting, when the congregation affirmed unanimously the recommendation of the licensing committee; and she said them to me one day (it seems so long ago) when I went to talk to her about the strong and continual need I felt to step forward, to proclaim my faith, and to live my journey of faith for all to see. But those words never meant more to me than they did that Sunday morning, standing in the…
Read More

A Thursday Thought…

[caption id="attachment_179" align="aligncenter" width="189" caption="Some of my roses..."][/caption] I've just come in from a morning working in the garden.  Tired, but content, I reached down and picked up a book too long set aside. My eyes fell upon a passage I just really needed to share, and one that is so eloquent and to the point of my journey that I simultaneously feel joy in its discovery, peace in its meaning, and envy that I didn't write it myself. Because of  all that, I share it here with you all: The body remembers shared music and  sound long after the mind may be dimmed. ...sound, pitch, and rhythm...All of these things…
Read More

My new word for today is…

While I'm listing things for which I need to thank my mother, I should add to that list my vocabulary.  Both of my parents, neither of whom had any education past completing high school, were obsessed with vocabulary.  From the earliest time I can remember, if I asked them the meaning of a word I encountered in a book or elsewhere, I was sent to the dictionary to look it up.  We then sat around the breakfast or dinner table and I was drilled to use the word successfully in 10 sentences.  Needless to say, to this very day, I like new words and when I encounter them I strive to…
Read More

Yes, Lord, I guess I really did hear you correctly…

Last Sunday, I was baptized.  It's not that I had not been baptized, I had.  And it was not that I had not been baptized as an "adult", because I was 12 at the time of my first baptism. But during the course of our preaching class this fall, we read parts of Barbara Brown Taylor's The Preaching Life.  In that book, she talks about how the preacher is really just someone that a community has decided to support in their full-time study of the Gospel, so that that person can act as a conduit between the community and God.  And part of that job is for the preacher to…
Read More